Knowing God's Will...It Should Be Easy Right?
As I sit here with hurt feelings because, in all reality, I was put in my place and I'm just feeling sorry for myself, I prayed "Okay God, so where am I supposed to be and in the meantime, what am I supposed to be doing here, what is the purpose"? His reply hurt my feelings even more when I felt the Holy Spirit say: " Pray ". Really? What is all I get? Pray? "No, seriously God, what am I supposed to be doing here? Am I here wasting precious hours of my life just to bring in a paycheck or is there a purpose for all this"? SILENCE - I got silence. At my age, shouldn't I have figured out God's will for my life by now? Or...perhaps I make too much of seeking His will and desire something big and great and showy as an answer. Maybe I am doing it wrong and am seeking signs instead of simply seeking Him for guidance, peace, and contentment. Does that make sense? To be perfectly honestly, I want to coach full time, to help others out of the